I know I know, life isn't fair... Everything happens for a reason... God has a plan... We might never know.
But even though I KNOW all of this, truly understand every bit of it, I am still beyond frustrated with how unfair it truly is. I am putting hormones in my body that literally changes who I am. I react to things differently, I feel different, I want different things. I am not myself and I've done it all before. I did it all already so I should be done with this shit peeing on test strips and waiting around in the bathroom to see what it says it just, SUCKS. I don't want to have to do this shit, I just want my baby. Why was it taken?
It's just not fair.